Beginning of the quest.

Seriously guys i do not know it started. I found myself observing my each step and each thought coming into my mind science i remember the events occurring in my life. I initially thought that this phenomenon is common with everyone. All human beings feel same and same type of strange sensations take place into the body of every living being.

Still i remember the sensations which occurred in my body when i did my first stealing.

I remember when i ate my first chocolate and the sensations occurred in my body.

I remember the sensations which emerged onto my body when i entered operation theater.

I always kept note of few sensations which usually occurred on my body and very soon i started associating them with the events outside and mental thoughts.

I dont remember my age at that time, but i had particular sensation in my Johnson while peeing ;-) and i'm not joking :-)

The biggest achievement i feel was on the day when i started watching my fear. I have particular sensation for fear in myself.

Now noticing the sensations does not mean that i overcame the effect of those thoughts, but i was just an spectator. merely witnessing what ever is happening, totally unaware of what actually it is.

Even today i remember that day when i asked my self, "are yar yeh hota kya hai?" and as if i already had answer in my mind, i did not think over it again. Why i didnt think, i do not know.